Loss of my parents
Loss of my grandparents
Drowning
Sickness
Extreme Pain
Starvation
These are the things I fear
One thing is not listed
One thing disturbs me beyond physical death
That one thing is losing you
The absence of the man I love
The silence of the voice the brings me joy, comfort, encouragement, and strength
The thought of the touch I long for
Without you in my life I’d be as a fish out of water
My heart threatens to stop pumping as I anticipate your arrival though it’s evident that you’re not coming
You are the light in my eyes, the air that I breathe, the song in my spirit, and the life I dream to lead.
The love I feel for you is without words of adequate expression
The passion that burns for you is as unto space wreckage consumed by the sun
I’m sorry I let you down, and was not all you needed me to be
I apologize for the frailty of humanity in me
For you my love are beyond compare
I don’t know how I’m going to make it knowing no more will you
be there.
